I want to tell you about how important your desire is. Yes, desire. It's 50% of manifesting, and desiring (if you're used to doors slamming in your face) can be HIGHLY uncomfortable, and that's going to have to change before you are allowed to cash in on your life's potential.
Think about when you're SO hungry and you go to a restaurant and order your food. Sometimes it takes forever, sometimes you wonder if the waitress forgot about you, sometimes you see other people getting their food before you, sometimes the WHOLE TABLE gets their food before you. You want it so bad, but if there's something inside of you that says "It's not going to happen." , the wait is excruciating.
Desire can be REALLY uncomfortable. I've been meditating for almost six years, and I can sit in silence easily for long periods of time. My latest practice is to spend fifteen minutes a day actively desiring and it is SO much more difficult. Why? Because somewhere I still thought I'm being reckless by doing this, that it's "unrealistic". Because I couldn't let myself desire, nothing I wanted could manifest to completion.
You have to know you're worth it. (this can take serious time, but it doesn't have to.)
So this is what I recommend for you. Set a timer on your phone for 5-15 minutes, and go scroll through insta or Pinterest collecting things that you like. Fashion, houses, gorgeous men and women, food, hotels, travel. Let yourself WANT things, and know that it's healthy. It's okay. It's GOOD.
Imagine how these things make you FEEL. What does that Maje jacket feel like? How do those Saint Laurent sneakers feel? When your partner is smiling at you on your wedding day, what does your heart feel like? When your throwing the keys on the table in your new apartment, what does it FEEL like.
The secret to manifesting is in those feelings, launched into the cosmos on the wings of desire. Your desire is your prayer. I'll say that again.
Your desire is your prayer.
Remember this line from A Course in Miracles. "Those assured of the outcome can wait, and wait without anxiety."
Loving you from over here. Xoxo -Hol
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